Another one I made earlier …
Just a wee note to let you know I’m ok, I think? Not looking for any money honest!
Hope you and Dad are fine, and Goldy Fish aint in the frying pan yet.
Things have not been looking too bright my end. Unemployed for a year now, living on porridge,got wind,and not sleeping well.
I tried for the few jobs that are going, but no luck.The country is stuffed.As for austerity, don’t make me laugh,It’s not austere its diabolical!
So I have decided to try and help YES Scotland(Don’t Shout! It’s not Fish Face) They are looking for folks to let people know that It doesn’t need to be this bad! We can do much better, all we have to do is believe in ourselves,and each other. It’s not like our countries skint, we aint. But we soon will be, if we keep giving it all away.
I know you think I’m daft,and always said I wouldn’t amount to much, not like big Bro who is the apple of your eye. I’m not complaining,and I know you are right, It’s really not worth my while doing this ambassador stuff,and I’m just wasting everybody’s time. It is daft thinking I can do this,even if I know that I can be really blooming good at it and get others involved. There are too many others who are flashier than me, younger, or have the right fancy training. The sort you thought It wasn’t worth me having.
It doesn’t matter that I have a wealth of experience, can talk a really good game,have tons of ideas, and can really make things happen, plus I really believe in it…Rotten Luck eh? Other folks always get the credit,or they just push me out of their road because I’m too modest to push myself forwards. I just don’t have that cut throat mentality that doesn’t give a hoot about anyone else.
So here I am, broke, nae hope, and nae prospects, just going down the pan like Goldy.
But you know what? Stuff it…I’m making this happen!..To blazes with the rubbish and fear and Insecurity you landed me with. Do you know why I am going to do it? Because I believe in me, and so what If I slip sometimes..at least I will have tried, and not given in. I’m every bit as good as everybody else,and I’ve got Heart!